Really need to watch Garden State, another movie on my list of to-watchs :) along with Candy, Bright star, Atonement, The lovely bones, Across the universe, Paris j'taime and Before sunrise. I have so many lists in my head all the time, might as well start a listography account soon

The Internet fascinates me, all these people with their interesting lives that are so different from mine

Like parisbaby_2003, her pictures aren't as beautiful as Cannelle et vanille or any professional photographer, but she takes classes at a pastry school and the stuff she bakes is amazing!!! Petit fours, clafoutis, napoleons, chiboust tarts, wedding cakes. And at school, she has lab baking classes, the marks for their semesters are calculated based on how well they bake, and they do stuff like cake and chocolate showpieces. It's really so different from what we do as students, it makes me feel my life is boring.. okay which it probably is.

My stupid voice isn't getting better and OP is one day away!? So I figure I'm just going to stumble through the whole thing praying that I don't start coughing midway, and that my voice doesn't break.

Also, I went to the salon today and had my hair cut. BAD DECISION, my fringe looks like it's randomly chopped short. Really short btw, because the guy originally thought I wanted bangs so he whacked it all off. And then I said 'nonono fringe to the side' but it was too late, and I refuse to have bangs cos idk, everyone has bangs! So now when I tie it up it looks even worse :(

"Is this erotic Asian services"
"No this is pizza hut actually"

I've been so bored (okay apart from doing powerpoint slides and trying to memorise my script and going out) that I've been reduced to watching Peter chao on youtube. Honestly it's really quite funny! Okay I guess not everyone gets the humour, my dad thinks I'm disgusting for watching such stuff.

Thisiswhyyourefat.com!!!!!!!!


Sex panther - breaded schnitzel, bacon, cheese, ham, steak in a hollowed out bun

jessie says:
 how do you eat that though
Cheryl says:
 BIG MOUTH OPEN WIDE YUM

Looks damn gooooooood omg. And also this!


KFC quadruple down burger, I think they actually have this in American KFC outlets? Maybe I can try it when I'm in the US in later nov/ dec hahahaha wait no, on hindsight maybe the double down's enough

And



Then again there's also the disgusting -


Triflebetes - A trifle dessert whose layers from top to bottom include: sugar crystals, cotton candy, Butterfinger pieces, melted caramels, Twinkies, peanut butter mousse, Rice Krispy treats, chocolate syrup, melted candy bar, peppermint cookies, Girl scout thin mints, white chocolate pudding, Crème horns, melted butterscotch and brownies

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Today was good :) a little bit of pw and Layeng and I watched the rest train (go and see a doctor tle, it's looks like more than just a swollen bruise this is BAD) and lunch at Aston's. Then back to school for volleyball and squash and Danitza is v funny hahahahahaha "we can do this!!! flyyyy~" she gets so high over volleyball. Or maybe just sports in general, "okay last game" then another "last game" "last game I swear" "last game!!!" for squash because it was really fun. Then bridge with this random pack of cards we found at 7G's bench, and dinner with Eve <3

Grateful, thankful, and happy in every sense of the word

I honestly don't know a lot of people who would walk back just to have dinner with me, so thank you :) and sorry it was really out of the blue, I wish you lived nearer

Sometimes I wish people who think brawn is so allfuckingimportant would suffer an aneurysm in shock that people actually find them unappealing, thanks to their inflated ego and unpleasant character

Am also disgusted with myself because I keep falling sick, yesterday or was it the day before (?) Nzo and Jessie came down to have Subway at Bukit timah plaza with me since I didn't go to school. Okay I guess since it's a relatively new outlet the service staff aren't very good but that's no reason to dump chili and olives all over!!!!

Today wasn't good on so many levels

1. Char and her ankle, I hope it's not that serious you have so many things ahead of you. And even if things aren't looking optimistic, remember that God has His own plan for you and there must be a reason why things happen. I love you, cheer up :)

2. My voice has officially degenerated to the no-sound-can-emerge level this is absolutely depressing when OP is in seven days OMG. Must take more honey water and lozenges. Add on a blocked/ drippy faucet of a nose and a hacking cough = feeling of deadness

3. Today I went home only to realize that I had no dinner, thank you.

4. For the rest of the week, no training/ no match on Thursday sigh stupid girl you can just be the cheerleader on the stands again

Gosh I love lj, same goes for MSN cos it's so fun being able to express myself here, given that it was painful and troublesome just to talk today. I think volleyball with Jessie Jasmin and Sylvie just killed my voice straight, it was v amusing and fun though

Oh and A11 won the interclass netball competition! Pretty much expected though, not much competition except for A13 and even then there's only Jaime who's a real threat so mhmm. It's not really good when your class has so many sporty people cos you feel like a lazy bum when you don't wanna take part in stuff like this.

Okay I'm looking at my carton of Ceres guava fruit juice blend and feeling very happy all of a sudden :) off to do second draft of i&r bye world

Public so that you can see this -

Thank you for being one of my best friends ever, I love you Nicolea tan.

nicolea says:

i didn't ask

i just said

why don't you like her, she's one of my best friends you know

then i went off

6 says:

thanks, really

ily

nicolea says:

don't you think that it's like stupid?

they dunno you

then they say they don't like you?

    they don't even know your character

i keep hearing all these things about my friends and i'm like

no that's not true

don't worry mee

i'll stand up for you forever

But thank you for standing up not only for me, but also the rest you told me about. Thank you for sleepovers, for all the times you told me "don't leave next year, I have a spare bedroom you can stay with me", for phone conversations with extended silences, waiting for each others' thoughts to be sorted out. And then either of us say something ridiculous, and we laugh so hard the sombre mood vanishes. Thank you for telling me your secrets, always cheering me up (who else writes 'my lovely love' and doodles loads of disgusting hearts on my notes?), discouraging me from things you think aren't right, and being the most protective friend in my seventeen years of existence.

For anything that comes your way, I'll stand up for you too (: 

Can't wait for promos to end, ALREADY HAVE LISTS OF PCUBES (post promos programmes, no longer preparation now hahaha). Ramen on friday!!!! Ramen love. And 500 days of summer on monday. Our own seventh october, and jessie nzo vivien can we go out? But ohwell I guess in the midst of all the celebration, our pw group has to finish our trials, edit gpp + submit again, complete wr draft two too.

Dad booked the airplane tickets to Vancouver today, 21st november to 12 december 

+ going to miss so many trainings
+ going to revisit the same places I went last year, waste of time
+ lousy depressing weather
+ my plans for a holiday job just vanished

Then again we're dropping over in California to visit the relatives/ godparents. Which also means shopping! (: the only perks of the whole trip I guess

Okay, my neck hurts from two days of exams and 4-hour intense math tuition today. Off to bed, pretty much wasted my night away thanks to derek donald lim liang rong. Whose name is as long as charlotte melody wong si kay woohoo five-word names ftw. I'm going to give my children two names in future hahahahaha chloe vaughn/ saoirse anne

Kidding.

Just remembered I haven't called lup yet ): cos he called during tuition today and we couldn't talk, sigh bf cheer up please?

Goodnight world may Jimmy eat you - again

And it is

"Don't cry. If you have become human enough to cry, then all the magic in the world cannot change you back."

Summation of the day
Missed human geog (hate morning headaches) and it turned out be almost a free period because Ms Li went off to invigilate the J2 prelims + useless GP + an hour's break and laughing at Ris Low/ hilarious SI auditions/ Foal's Hummer dance + GP timed essay, which I think I screwed up.. another B I guess. Or maybe even a C ):

Afterschool hours seem to make up for average days? Today was studying, talking, attempting to study, giving up, talking, talking, talking. Not exactly constructive but ohwell (: four days!!!!

For pretty's sake,


Promos in twenty days twenty days twenty days. Or is it nineteen now? Oh wait it's eighteen.

Off to revise/practise binomial (yes loser I know but everyone's gotta start somewhere) and read channel morphology BUH BYE